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Ummmmm [Apr. 7th, 2005|06:26 pm]
Wow, i have a livejournal?
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It's so painful... [Nov. 28th, 2004|07:08 pm]
[mood |distresseddistressed]

Why does it never stop hurting?

I just want to end it.
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Dedicated to my grandfather... [Nov. 8th, 2004|08:09 pm]
[mood |sadsad]

Dio ha visto come stavi diventando
E una cura che non c'era,
Cosi Lui ti ha abbracciato
E sotto cove ti ha detto, "Viene con me."
Con le lacrime a gli occhi ti abbiamo
E visto come ti sei spento.
Anche se ti abbiamo amato molto,
Noi non potevamo farti rimanere.
Un cuore d'oro si e fermato di battere,
Le tue dure mani di lavoro sono a riposo.
Dio ha spezzato i nostri cuori per dare una prova a noi,
Che Lui si prende solo il migliore.

God Bless you Marino DeTullio
My beloved grandfather, i'll never forget you.
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Another 90 degree turn... [Nov. 2nd, 2004|11:35 am]
So here we are. Election day 2004. This is gonna be a tough one. Is it time for a change? Or could a change put the US in a downward spiral? Or perhaps not changing will do so. Who knows. What this election comes down to is who will not mess up more than the other. Anyways, i already voted so i hope all of you do the same. Now on with the update.

The past few months have been very trying on my family and I. Specifically becuase my grandfather is very ill. He has been in and out of the hospital for a couple months now. Last weekend i went to Florida to visit Fig (more about that later) but i had to come home early because my grandfather wasn't expected to live past the week. I wanted to see him. When i got to the hospital he looked terrible. He was extremely pale, paralyzed on the right side of his body. He recognized me though. At least my grandmother said he did. He gave a little twitch to indicate a nod. Im happy to say he's doing better. He is still alive, getting over the pnemonia, but still paralyzed. They moved him out of critical care so that's a good sign.

For a couple of years now, since my grandfather got in his late 80's, i've been trying to prepare myself for a death in the family. I have been very fortunate and not lost anyone close to me yet, so i am unaware as to how i will react when it does happen. Im trying to be strong, for me, my family, but it's hard. I don't want my parents worrying about me or my sister right now. We're both doing ok. Well, she's doing ok. As for myself, i could be better. Physically, im actually doing well. My heart is doing ok from what i can tell, i still have to go see my cardiologist, but im not expecting anything bad. Also sometime next year i think i have to go for another MRI to makes sure that calcification on my brain isn't getting any bigger. But i haven't gotten any migrains in a while either so im not expecting anything to come from that. As for my mental state....idk, its varies temendously, but that is to be expected given my current situation. I have a year left of school and i don't wanna be depressed again. School is hard enough as it is and i don't want anythign else making it worse.

Speaking of which, i got the test results back from over the summer. Some of you know what im talking about, others don't. I'd rather not post it here cause it's extremely personal. But if u really wanna know, i guess just IM me and i'll give u the bottom line.

Now, as i said earlier i went to see Fig the other weekend. Greg and Drew dropped me off at the airport on wednesday afternoon, and i got to orlando early evening. I recieved a warm welcome hug from Megan and a straddling by fig. He really knows how to make a guy feel welcome ;) Anyways that night we just chilled. Ate some firehouse subs, watched the yanks. It was like old times, minus the subs and being in florida. So maybe it wasn't like old times. Anyways, i slept on the aero bed in fig's living room. Aparently his g/f thinks it's "weird" for 2 guys to be sleeping together, naked, on top of the covers. Whatever megan! ahaha Ummmmmmmm lets see, what else. Idk, we really didn't get a chance to do much. i wasn't there as long as i would've liked but it was relaxing nonetheless. Thursday night i hung out with Kat. That was fun, we rented a movie and just relaxed. I finally met her roomate. And she has a cute cat named miles :D Lets seeeeeeeeee....oh! Apparently i have some LJ fans at stetson, so im gonna give a shout out to Paige :D HI PAIGE!!!

Sovsapalooza '04....November 13th...be there or be metaphorically "square" If u want a t-shirt, let sovs know, i think it's like 4 bucks a pop.

Went out to Pete and Eldas with the guys on Saturday night. Good times were definitely had. An old lady threw a napkin at us. And the old guys wanted ust to beat her up. But we didn't. But we could've. So watch out lady!

I think that's about it. Well, that's all i can remember at the moment. Stupid ADD. Anyways, comment if u read this. I wanna feel loved :D k, bye!
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Time to clear things up... [Sep. 13th, 2004|03:18 pm]
OK...I broke up with Jackie last night. Why you ask? SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many reasons. But lets start off with what happened last night. Kevin's party. I get there, she was sitting down, i go over give her a kiss and say hello to everyone else. There's no seats next to her so i sit across from her. Then she eventually comes over and sits next to me. That made me happy. And i was happy to see her cause the only time i did see her was at work. Anyways, so we're holding hands, im rubbing her back and ya know, doin all the b/f g/f stuff. Then all of a sudden, she randomly gets disgusted with me, gets up, sits across from me and starts throwing shit at me. Idk what it was, chips, ice, idek. So that was pissing me off. Then aaron offers her a clove...and she told me she was gonna stop smoking, so i told aaron not to give one to her. Then to spite me, she calls up her friend and asks her to bring a pack of cigerettes for her. Whatever, im through with all the childish shit she put me through. She always broke our dates, never gave me an explaination till after the fact. And then she says i get mad at her for no reason. Whatever.

I wanna apologize to kevin for leaving so abruptly like that, i woulda stayed till like 11ish but she ruined my night so i was about to hang around and let her do anymore damage.

Anyways, on to happier news. I moved into school. Our apartment is so cool. Im livin with Drew, Vinny, and Greg. we have a kitchen, living room, full bath, 2 bedrooms and tons of closets. Best part about it is...Drew bought a 50 DLP TV!!! its incredible. playing XBOX on it is awesome. so everyone has to come over sometime and see my apartment.

I come home every weekend to work. Which is fine by me, i need the money, plus i get to hang out with the guys while im there so its cool. And my parents aren't complaining. They miss me while im gone for some reason.

Hopefully i'll have my schedule problems sorted out by tomorrow. Cause there's no way im staying in school any longer than 4 years.

well, that's about it...hope everyone is enjoying this nice weather, ttyl
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Late night? or early morning [Jul. 14th, 2004|02:33 am]
okkkkkkkkk what to talk about...hmmmmm

It's like 2:30 in the AM and im bored as fuck. Had an interesting day tho, went to Great Adventure with my cousins and Fig. It was fun. Went on rollercoasters for my first time EVER!!! i wasn't feelin too hot after scream machine, so i didn't do much after that. However i ate a hot dog and snickers bar while i was waiting for everyone to get off viper, and i felt better...who woulda thunk it. So next was superman. First i was like "eh, idk" then as we got closer i was like ok. so i got on it. IT WAS AWESOME!! It was mad scarey going up tho cause im staring straight down as we're going up and im afraid of heights and all, but once we started going down it was sooooooooo cool. It was nice hanging out with my cousins too, it's rare we are all together cause we're all old and some are living in florida and others are out on their own. So that was cool.

I started work at Sears in the freehold mall. It's not so great, but whatever, money is money. And where there's money, u'll usually find me spending it, which is y i need more money. Hence the job.

Not much more to write about. I hope everyone is doing well :)
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Holy Shit....Im BACK BITCHES!!!! [Jun. 3rd, 2004|06:09 pm]
Y000000000000000000, what's up everyone? After being on hyatous for a while, im back, and better than ever :D So lets not delay, on with the update :)

I think i should start with the most important news i could possibly think of. I was vacuuming this morning and the vacuum tried to suck up my shoe lace. Lucky for me im pretty quick about getting things unsucked :( So the shoe lace is safe :)

Oh yeah, Fig came up to NJ too. He is officially residing in my sister's old room. So i have some sort of house mate now. Although i barely saw the kid yet. He went to Virginia the day after he got here....which was rediculous, then he went to Philly a few days later. So hey fig, y don't u pick a state and stay in it? lol, j/k We're all glad to have u back and draining our resources ;)

What else....hmmm....I've gone thru some pretty INTENSE testing the past few days at school. It was really draining. i came home and was a zombie until i went to sleep. Im just happy that's all over with. It wasn't really hard, well actually it was...it was hard, and frustrating and...idek...but that's life, ya gotta do what u gotta do.

Congratulations to John on his promotion to Manager of the Freehold Raceway Mall Hat World! They couldn't have picked a better person. I know that with the knowledge i have passed on to you, the world will be at peace and the planets will align and all that crap. lol

Im considering joining a gym with Fig this summer, i gotta get my ass back in shape. Not that i look terrible, but if u all remember how i looked when i did work out, I'd definitely like to get back to that.

How am i doing mentally? You know, im actually content. I can't remember when the last time i felt like this was. so it's nice. Ahhhhhhhhh damnit fig just IM'd me from the other room and told me we're going to Sovsy's for a while....whom by the way has his big day tomorrow, so good luck with him. So i'll continue the update later :)
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Wow it's been a while [Apr. 18th, 2004|07:25 pm]
It has been an extremely long time since i updated, but i figure if Sovs and John can both update, well, i can't be any lazier than those 2, so lets get the ball rolling here.

The semester is almost over...and thank god. This has by far been the most stressful time of my life and school is not helping one bit. I have a lot to look forward to tho so i keep reminding myself of that to get me through each day. I don't know what im gonna do about work this summer, but i have a lot of options and i can always utilize more than one of them for some extra cash here and there. I cannot wait for the beach. I miss the jersey shore. What im anticipating most this summer is just relaxing. Trying not to get stressed out. I can't remember the last time i wasn't stressed out. And i know this isn't good for my various health problems. Especially the heart thing. Which probably isn't anything to worry about now, but i should get it checked out anyway.

Next semester i'll be taking 18 credits. I know what ur saying, "Michael, why on earth are you taking 18 credits???" Well the answer is quite simple. MY school has been posting that my curriculum only needs 119 credits to graduate, however, the school's requirement is 120...so im taking an extra 3 credit class for my 1 credit i need to graduate. How ghey is that??? Im so pissed. but luckily i have a night class so it won't be TOO bad. my mondays will be insane tho. Maybe it's better for me tho. Keeps me busy ya know?

I had to cash in my "Last Resort Fund" this weekend. I was disappointed with the haul tho....only $39.05. Its better than nothing tho. Lately i've been spending money on Xbox games. Which is good cause i enjoy them, but it's bad cause i beat them insanely fast and im ready to return them within a week or so.

My fishies are dooing well for all those wondering. Cause im sure not knowing whether my fish are ok or not is really keeping u all up at night. Betta "the Fish" is fighting with Carl. So i scolded them and now they get along well. I happily found a baby snail in my tank. It must have hitched a ride on one of the plants i bought. So im excited to see him grow :)

I finally saw Gothika with my buddy Jess last week. It was pretty good. Now i wanna see Butterfly Effect with Liz and that'll take care of all the movie i wanted to see but didn't get a chance to. Well, at least for last years movies.

Not much more to write about, so i'll end it here. Hope everyone is doing well and i can't wait to get to spend time with everyone again :)
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This is dedicated to Kathleen... [Mar. 11th, 2004|10:34 am]
[mood |thankfulthankful]

Just wanted to let everyone know i forgot to post about a major part of my life the past few days. It's helped me get my mind off so much crap and has been tons of fun! Of course what im talking about is my nightly AIM games session with Kat. We also spruce things up a little bit with some web cam. So we can dance and make funny faces at eachother :P Anyways, just thought i should let everyone know about that. Cause it's hella fun. Im sorry i forogt to mention it in the last post Kat!
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